bigBbaiju

I just want one more day with you

2010-09-08T21:27:00.001-07:00

I'm so sad and depressed

Is all I want to do is rest

I go to sleep at night

But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed

And wonder if there is

anything I could have said

I wish you were still here

But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know

I just wish you didn't have to go

I just want one more day with you

And I know thats what you

would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day

There is so much more we had to say

I know I will see you again

But my life is just started to begin.

baiju

I'm Always with you, you're always with me (without you)

2010-09-07T23:12:00.000-07:00

"please don’t cry"

how can I not.

I’m sad inside and lost

without you

"don’t miss me so"

how can I not.

I’m not myself, I’m not whole

without you

your afraid that if I miss you, then you’re not with me.

you are always with me, it’s just not the same as a physical touch

a real hug, to honestly stare into your eyes

and see you stare back, and a smile, if only I could see

feel you with me for real, I’m always with you, you're always with me

but physical touch is so needed, and we don’t have that yet

so I’m always with you, and you're always with me

but I still miss you when we’re not talking,

I still miss you when I lay awake at night

I miss you when I wake in the morning

because love, I need you

through the hours of the day

I walk slowly, without you right next to me.

I imagine you there, beside me, imagine all the time

and all I’ve wanted since I said yes

was to truly be with you.

I am with you, you are in my every thought

but I need you so, you are my very life

to breathe without you here is like not breathing at all

to hear my heart beat without you here is like bleeding sweetly

to even sleep without you near is like falling to never wake up

though I still breathe, my heart still beats, and I still sleep without you here

I could only imagine how unbelievable it will be to actually be with you

We say it all the time…

“I am always with you, you are always with me”

And it will forever be true

Love, just imagine how it will feel

When I am really with you

And you are really with me

To hold each other close

And never have to let go

Love, I'm never going to leave you

As long as you still want me

Forever I’ll be yours

But till I see you

And you see me

I'm going to keep on missing you

And never stop loving you

BAIJU

My best friend will NOT talk to me anymore

2010-09-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

My best friend won't talk to me anymore.

Now she won't talk to me.

We were having a conversation over Myspace and we

were helping each other out with out problems.

We had both said goodnight and then the next day,

day after that, until it finally became weeks,

she wouldn't talk to me. I told her in person and over

sms that if I said anything that had offended her,

I'm sorry. I got no response yet she responds to

everyone else.

I love her and I don't

know what I did. What

should I do?

My lady has not talk to me in 1 days...

2010-09-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

was texting with my lady the

other day and he asked me

if I was feeling better.

I told her "no I think there is

something wrong with me

and I don't know why I love

you so much" without even

realizing it looked like the

sentences run together.

I tried to explain her

mistake but she just said at

least I know the truth now

and will not accept my

apology. Now it has been 1

days and she still will not

speak to me. I just don't

know what else to do. I show

my feelings, but she

understands what I was

saying without me even

explaining what I did wrong

to the conversation

101 Reason why I love you !

2010-09-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.

2. I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.

3. I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.

4. I love the way you look at me.

5. I love how beautiful your eyes are.

6. I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.

7. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.

8. I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.

9. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.

10. I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.

11. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.

12. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.

13. I love how complete I feel when I am with you.

14. I love how our bodies just fit together.

15. I love the way you make me laugh.

16. I love the way you laugh.

17. I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.

18. I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.

19. I love your thoughtfulness.

20. I love your tenderness.

21. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.

22. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.

23. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.

24. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.

25. I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.

26. I love the way you treat my friends.

27. I love your love for the things that interest me.

28. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.

29. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.

30. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.

31. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.

32. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.

33. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.

34. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.

35. I love your sensuality.

36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.

37. I love how you are my soul mate.

37. I love how you are my soul mate.

38. I love the way you handle troubled times.

39. I love the way you respect me.

40. I love the way you protect and defend me.

41. I love how you feel when we cuddle.

42. I love the softness of your lips against mine.

43. I love the softness of you lips against my body.

44. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.

45. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.

46. I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.

47. I love the surprises you leave for me.

48. I love your intelligence.

49. I love your ingenuity.

50. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.

51. I love your love for life.

52. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.

53. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.

54. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.

55. I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.

56. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.

57. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.

58. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.

59. I love how you love me.

60. I love how I love you.

61. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.

62. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.

63. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.

64. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.

65. I love your sense of humor.

66. I love the way you make me feel like royalty.

67. I love the way you dress.

68. I love your understated elegance.

69. I love you just the way you are.

70. I love your spontaneity.

71. I love our life together.

72. I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.

73. I love the fact that we will grow old together.

74. I love your way with words.

75. I love the way you look when your sleeping.

76. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.

77. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.

78. I love your strength of character.

79. I love taking showers together.

80. I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.

81. I love the way you treat me.

82. I love the way you take care of us.

83. I love your cooking.

84. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.

85. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.

86. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.

87. I love your confidence.

88. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.

89. I love the way we make up after a fight.

90. I love how you treat our children.

91. I love the way you support me when I'm off track.

92. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.

93. I love your beautiful hair.

94. I love your body.

95. I love your openness to try new things.

96. I love your ability to talk things through.

97. I love your courage to be you.

98. I love your greatness.

99. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.

100. I love how I am and feel when I am with you!

101. I love you for you!

baiju

A Thousand Words...............

2010-09-02T13:53:00.000-07:00

All my life I ‘ ve wished for love this true.

I cherish every moment I have with you.

When you ‘ re near I can ‘ t help but smile

because you are my reason for survival.

If I ever lost you I ‘ d cry a river,

Just the thought of it makes me quiver.

When we are alone together,

I wish I could stop the time and live in that moment forever.

A thousand words could not express the feelings I have inside for you.

Please say you feel it too.

baiju.s

Dear God: Thank You For Your “””SWEET”””Gift

2010-09-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

God your love for me is very clear

You know my flesh, you know my fear,

You know my body, you know my mind

You know my growth can fall way behind

So you gave me a gift, unspeakable, real

Emotions so strong, I cant say how I feel,

I open my eyes at the start of each day

To behold beauty that with me does stay,

She smiles at me though knowing my sins

And prays for me when a new day begins,

She comes alongside, put there by God

She's fully aware her husband is flawed,

But she loves me to death, I know that it's true

And I run out of ways to say "I love you."

She lends me her spirit to help focus my thought

She lends me her wisdom, lessons God's taught,

She gives me her body, so completely, so free

With passion and love, complete ecstasy,

So I love her like Christ said to love your bride

And cherish that girl that stays by my side,

I love her and honor her, a gift straight from God

I feel giddy, happy, filled with great awe,

I want you to think for a moment or two

Just what that woman really means to you,

How your work for the Lord would suffer or die

If she didn't help, but stood idly by,

Do you realize your mind would fold in on itself?

Do you think all that work is done by an elf?

The meals she cooks, the dishes she does

She does backbreaking work, and it's all because

It's a ministry from God, she's smart enough to know

How God works in a family whose life's on the go,

Now let's all thank God for the gift He has given

And serve Him together, a team bound for heaven.

Mammootty

2009-10-27T23:45:00.001-07:00

Mammootty pictures

baiju.s

Happy Onam

2009-08-29T02:32:00.001-07:00

Hai Friends

Happy Onam

big-B-baiju

History Of May Day

2009-04-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

International Workers' Day is the commemoration of the Haymarket Masscare in Chicago in 1886, when Chicago police fired on workers during a general strike for the eight hour day, killing a dozen demonstrators. In 1889, the first congress of the Second International, meeting in Paris for the centennial of the French Revolution and the Exposition Universelle, following a proposal by Raymond Lavigne, called for international demonstrations on the 1890 anniversary of the Chicago protests. These were so successful that May Day was formally recognized as an annual event at the International's second congress in 1891. The May Day Riots Of 1894, and May Day Riots of 1919 occurred subsequently. In 1904, the International Socialist Conference meeting in Amsterdam called on "all Social Democratic Party organizations and trade unions of all countries to demonstrate energetically on May First for the legal establishment of the 8-hour day, for the class demands of the proletariat, and for universal peace." As the most effective way of demonstrating was by striking, the congress made it "mandatory upon the proletarian organizations of all countries to stop work on May 1, wherever it is possible without injury to the workers."
Through all this turmoil in the northern hemisphere, the Stonemasons Society in the then colony of Victoria, now the State of Victoria in Australia led the battle for the 8 Hour Day, the most dramatic achievement of the early trade Union Movement. By 1856 Australian workers were benefiting from the results of a decision by the Collingwood Branch of the Stonemasons Society of Victoria. The same year it was recognized in New South Wales, followed by Queensland in 1858 and South Australia in 1873. A memorial statue with the numerals 888, representing 8 hours of work, 8 hours of recreation, and 8 hours of rest, sits on the corner of Lygon Street and Victoria Parade in Melbourne, Australia to this day.
May Day has long been a focal point for demonstrations by various socialist, communist, and anarchist groups. In some circles, bonfires are lit in commemoration of the Haymarket martrys, usually right as the first day of May begins. It has also seen right-wing massacres of participants as in the Taskin Squire Masscare of 1977 in Turkey.
Due to its status as a celebration of the efforts of workers and the socialist movement, May Day is an important official holiday in Communist countries such as the People’s Republic of China, Cuba, and the formerSoviet Union. May Day celebrations typically feature elaborate popular and military parades in these countries.
In countries other than the United States and Canada, resident working classes sought to make May Day an official holiday and their efforts largely succeeded. For this reason, in most of the world today, May Day is marked by massive street rallies led by workers, their trade unionans, archists and various communist and socialist parties.
In the United States, however, the official Federal holiday for the "working man" is Labour Day in September. This day was promoted by the Central Labor Union and the Knights of Labour organized the first parade in New York City. The first Labor Day celebration was held on September-5,1882 and was organized by the Knights of Labor. The Knights began holding it every year and called for it to be a national holiday, but this was opposed by other labor unions who wanted it held on May Day (as it is everywhere else in the world). After the Haymarket Square riot in May, 1886, President Cleveland feared that commemorating Labor Day on May-1could become an opportunity to commemorate the riots. Thus he moved in 1887 to support the Labor Day that the Knights supported.

I am waiting for you my Love. I will be waiting for you.

2009-04-27T13:41:00.000-07:00

I m looking for my special one!!!!!!!!!!!

if you want to meet me please

sent me a e-mail to

- baijus3@gmail.com

This is not a joke. I m very honest

i m not here to play games.

I don’t care how you are. I just

need someone who loves me a lot.

I add my e-mail ID just send me

messages, please

good ev'ning

2009-04-04T06:36:00.001-07:00

hai my viewers, " Good Evening "

SOME FACTS

2009-03-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

LEARN FROM THE EAGLE
The eagle has the longest life-span of its' species

It can live up to 70 years
But to reach this age, the eagle must make a hard decision
In its' 40's

Its' long and flexible talons can no longer grab prey which serves as food

Its' long and sharp beak becomes bent

Its' old-aged and heavy wings, due to their thick feathers, become stuck to its' chest and make it difficult to fly

Then, the eagle is left with only two options: die or go through a painful process of change which lasts 150 days.

The process requires that the eagle fly to a mountain top and sit on its' nest

There the eagle knocks its' beak against a rock until it plucks it out
After plucking it out, the eagle will wait for a new beak to grow back and then it will pluck out its' talons

When its' new talons grow back, the eagle starts plucking its' old-aged feathers

And after five months, the eagle takes its' famous flight of rebirth and lives for ...
30 more years

2009-03-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

WHEN A GIRL...............
WHEN A GIRL IS QUIET, MILLIONS OF THINGS ARE RUNNING ഇന്‍ HER MIND........
WHEN A GIRL IS NOT ARGUING, SHE IS THINKING DEEPLY...........
WHEN A GIRL LOOKS AT YOU WITH EYES FULL OF QUESTIONS,SHE IS WONDERING HOW LONG YOU, WITH BE AROUND...................
WHEN A GIRL ANSWERS "I ‘ M FINE" AFTER A FEW SECONDS,SHE IS NOT AT ALL FINE.............
WHEN A GIRL STARES AT YOU, SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE LYING.........
WHEN A GIRL LAYS ON YOUR CHEST,SHE IS WISHING FOR YOU TO BE HERSFOREVER.............
WHEN A GIRLCALL YOU EVERYDAY, SHE IS SEEKING YOUR ATTENTION.............
WHEN A GIRL SAYS I MISS YOU, NO ONE THIS WORLD CAN MISS YOU MORETHAN HER............

stupidbaiju23

വുമന്‍........സോള്‍ ഓഫ് ലൈഫ്

2009-03-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

WOMAN................. SOUL OF LIFE
WANT TO SEE ABOUT A WOMAN ??? YOU CAN FEEL HER FEELING.
You can feel her " INNOCENCE " in form of a daughter...........
You can feel her " CARE " in form of a sister...............
You can feel her " WARMTH " in form of a friend................
You can feel her " PASSION " in form of a beloved..........
You can feel her " DEDICATION " in form of a wife.........
You can feel her " DIVINITY " in form of a mother.................
You can feelr her " BLESSINGS " in form of a grandmother.........
Yet she is so TOUGH too............
Her heart is so TENDER.............
So NAUGHTY....................CHARMING...................SHARING...............
MELODIOUS...................She is WOMAN......................She is LIFE

big__B__baiju