I just want one more day with you

I'm so sad and depressed



Is all I want to do is rest


I go to sleep at night


But my dreams I just can't fight






I think of you lying in that bed


And wonder if there is

anything I could have said


I wish you were still here


But I know that you are still near






I love you more than you know


I just wish you didn't have to go


I just want one more day with you


And I know thats what you

would have wanted too






I miss you more and more each day


There is so much more we had to say


I know I will see you again


But my life is just started to begin.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
baiju

I'm Always with you, you're always with me (without you)

"please don’t cry"



how can I not.


I’m sad inside and lost


without you






"don’t miss me so"


how can I not.


I’m not myself, I’m not whole


without you






your afraid that if I miss you, then you’re not with me.


you are always with me, it’s just not the same as a physical touch


a real hug, to honestly stare into your eyes


and see you stare back, and a smile, if only I could see


feel you with me for real, I’m always with you, you're always with me


but physical touch is so needed, and we don’t have that yet






so I’m always with you, and you're always with me


but I still miss you when we’re not talking,


I still miss you when I lay awake at night


I miss you when I wake in the morning


because love, I need you






through the hours of the day


I walk slowly, without you right next to me.


I imagine you there, beside me, imagine all the time


and all I’ve wanted since I said yes


was to truly be with you.






I am with you, you are in my every thought


but I need you so, you are my very life


to breathe without you here is like not breathing at all


to hear my heart beat without you here is like bleeding sweetly


to even sleep without you near is like falling to never wake up






though I still breathe, my heart still beats, and I still sleep without you here


I could only imagine how unbelievable it will be to actually be with you


We say it all the time…






“I am always with you, you are always with me”


And it will forever be true






Love, just imagine how it will feel


When I am really with you


And you are really with me


To hold each other close


And never have to let go






Love, I'm never going to leave you


As long as you still want me


Forever I’ll be yours


But till I see you


And you see me


I'm going to keep on missing you


And never stop loving you











BAIJU

My best friend will NOT talk to me anymore

My best friend won't talk to me anymore.


Now she won't talk to me.

We were having a conversation over Myspace and we

were helping each other out with out problems.

We had both said goodnight and then the next day,

day after that, until it finally became weeks,

she wouldn't talk to me. I told her in person and over

sms that if I said anything that had offended her,

I'm sorry. I got no response yet she responds to

everyone else.




I love her and I don't

know what I did. What

should I do?

My lady has not talk to me in 1 days...

was texting with my lady the

other day and he asked me

if I was feeling better.

I told her "no I think there is

something wrong with me

 and I don't know why I love

 you so much" without even

 realizing it looked like the

 sentences run together.



I tried to explain her

mistake but she just said at

least I know the truth now

 and will not accept my

apology. Now it has been 1

 days and she still will not

speak to me. I just don't

know what else to do. I show

 my feelings, but she

 understands what I was

 saying without me even

 explaining what I did wrong

 to the conversation

101 Reason why I love you !

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.



2. I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.


3. I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.


4. I love the way you look at me.


5. I love how beautiful your eyes are.


6. I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.


7. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.


8. I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.


9. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.


10. I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.


11. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.


12. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.


13. I love how complete I feel when I am with you.


14. I love how our bodies just fit together.


15. I love the way you make me laugh.


16. I love the way you laugh.


17. I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.


18. I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.


19. I love your thoughtfulness.


20. I love your tenderness.


21. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.


22. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.


23. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.


24. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.


25. I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.


26. I love the way you treat my friends.


27. I love your love for the things that interest me.


28. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.


29. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.


30. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.


31. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.


32. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.


33. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.


34. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.


35. I love your sensuality.


36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.


37. I love how you are my soul mate.


37. I love how you are my soul mate.


38. I love the way you handle troubled times.


39. I love the way you respect me.


40. I love the way you protect and defend me.


41. I love how you feel when we cuddle.


42. I love the softness of your lips against mine.


43. I love the softness of you lips against my body.


44. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.


45. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.


46. I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.


47. I love the surprises you leave for me.


48. I love your intelligence.


49. I love your ingenuity.


50. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.


51. I love your love for life.


52. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.


53. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.


54. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.


55. I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.


56. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.


57. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.


58. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.


59. I love how you love me.


60. I love how I love you.


61. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.


62. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.


63. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.


64. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.


65. I love your sense of humor.


66. I love the way you make me feel like royalty.


67. I love the way you dress.


68. I love your understated elegance.


69. I love you just the way you are.


70. I love your spontaneity.


71. I love our life together.


72. I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.


73. I love the fact that we will grow old together.


74. I love your way with words.


75. I love the way you look when your sleeping.


76. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.


77. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.


78. I love your strength of character.


79. I love taking showers together.


80. I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.


81. I love the way you treat me.


82. I love the way you take care of us.


83. I love your cooking.


84. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.


85. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.


86. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.


87. I love your confidence.


88. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.


89. I love the way we make up after a fight.


90. I love how you treat our children.


91. I love the way you support me when I'm off track.


92. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.


93. I love your beautiful hair.


94. I love your body.


95. I love your openness to try new things.


96. I love your ability to talk things through.


97. I love your courage to be you.


98. I love your greatness.


99. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.


100. I love how I am and feel when I am with you!


101. I love you for you!


 
 
 
baiju

A Thousand Words...............

All my life I ‘ ve wished for love this true.



I cherish every moment I have with you.


When you ‘ re near I can ‘ t help but smile


because you are my reason for survival.


If I ever lost you I ‘ d cry a river,


Just the thought of it makes me quiver.


When we are alone together,


I wish I could stop the time and live in that moment forever.


A thousand words could not express the feelings I have inside for you.


Please say you feel it too.




baiju.s

Dear God: Thank You For Your “””SWEET”””Gift

  


God your love for me is very clear


You know my flesh, you know my fear,


You know my body, you know my mind


You know my growth can fall way behind


So you gave me a gift, unspeakable, real


Emotions so strong, I cant say how I feel,


I open my eyes at the start of each day


To behold beauty that with me does stay,


She smiles at me though knowing my sins


And prays for me when a new day begins,


She comes alongside, put there by God


She's fully aware her husband is flawed,


But she loves me to death, I know that it's true


And I run out of ways to say "I love you."


She lends me her spirit to help focus my thought


She lends me her wisdom, lessons God's taught,


She gives me her body, so completely, so free


With passion and love, complete ecstasy,


So I love her like Christ said to love your bride


And cherish that girl that stays by my side,


I love her and honor her, a gift straight from God


I feel giddy, happy, filled with great awe,


I want you to think for a moment or two


Just what that woman really means to you,


How your work for the Lord would suffer or die


If she didn't help, but stood idly by,


Do you realize your mind would fold in on itself?


Do you think all that work is done by an elf?


The meals she cooks, the dishes she does


She does backbreaking work, and it's all because


It's a ministry from God, she's smart enough to know


How God works in a family whose life's on the go,


Now let's all thank God for the gift He has given


And serve Him together, a team bound for heaven.